Your father cried because he was missing you terribly.

There was this day when we dropped you to Surat at your Nani's place to see if you will stay alone with the other family. And you did.. But  then it was this day that I was travelling to get you back to us... And it was just 2 hours remaining for my bus.. You father cried.. Literally saying that "I love guggie the most..".. You know initially just after our marriage.. He used to say that he was not going to save anything for his kids.. But after having you.. it changed.. Just after the that line I asked him.. "But you were saying you are not going to leave anything for your kids.. " He replied. "With Guggie its different. I want that he must be safe and content when I leave. In fact I am telling you that if I die before you I want you to take care utmost care of Guggie.". Trust me he never said this for anyone but you Ayaan..

Your father is truely, madly and crazily in love with you son. Love and Respect him always. People and life will try to give you thousands of reason to stop Loving and Respecting him or me.. But do not trust those events or talks, because you will always have these records to prove otherwise.


Love you Son.
You Teta.. :)

First Father's day note

I do not agree that fathering means doing everything that a mum does for the kid and more. What I believe is fathering is doing everything that a mum does not do for a kid being busy with the essential stuff. That is what #Ayaan's Father is all about. He dances and make him dance, He sings and make him smile, He laughs and make him laugh, He makes fool out of him and still have fun with him, Play with him, take him outdoors, shout at him and then sing along to a song, make him sleep and ride him along.. He is everything that a mother can not be at all.. He is friend, he is mentor, he is brother, he is teacher... But most importantly He is the best father to my son #Ayaan... Love you dad from mum and #Ayaan.. :)

You made me learn juggling between all of my worlds

Well I was not so prompt in doing so many things all together.
not even resting for weekends
do you know how my weekends used to be before you..??
i used to sleep a lot..
its all lost..
and i am not even sad about it..
seems like time with you is cherished unknowingly by my conscious.
I do kitchen,
I do your stuff,
I go out with you and dadi
I go out with pappa
I spend time with you everyday
I sleep with you
I entertain you, bathe you, and do office stuff as well.
tirelessly
it is so amazing to know i am managing things..
a bit is still left.. but i am sure you will make me learn all.
achha you know I started cooking well after you.. This is amazing .. and i am happy you and all the things because of you happened to me..



Muuuuuuuuuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaahhh!!

Uff.. Probably I have made you jump so much earlier

Initially when you were 3-4 months old when you just started to hold your neck on your own, I used to make you jump while i carry you in my arms.. I did that because you enjoyed.. You laughed.. you giggled.. So I had this practice of taking you in my arms and make you jump or shake at that time.. Suddenly yesternite I realized that it has become your habit now.. I mean you have started to jump on your own when i carry you.. your Dad also does that.. But when We did not make you jump yesterday.. The whole day actually you ended up being annoyed.. Oh my God.. I and your Dadi realize then that this is something I shouldnt have done.. We also talked like this might be the reason you never cried complaining about the gases after eating. oh my god.. twist and turns this joy ride is getting interesting day - by - day.. I do sometime feel that I have lost my self and interests and have put yours first and get annoyed sometimes because this. But you know its worth it.. I love you and the way you are growing up.. :)

Love always,
Mum, Papa, and Dadi.. :)

You started to hug tightly today

I feel nice you know when you do things just with me.. May be its natural.. But Its important for me to tell you these things..
You hugged tightly today when i came home for lunch..
I was so happy.. But generally i show my overjoy expression to the people who either do not care or are not judgmental or who are very close like Sanket and now you.. I love you Ayaan.. Sanket and You together taught me this feeling called Love. You know this feeling now.. But later on while you grow up this feeling starts to take complicated meanings because of the people around. But it is simple.. You know at this age.. I wish you remember this for your life time. :)

As always,
Love you son,
Forever,
Mum

Its your dad who has done more for you.. Its unbiased and unconditionallove for you..

Generally, in India or some other part of world, Mothers sacrifice their career for bringing up the new born. In your case its your dad who did this.. He has left his career behind and took care of you.. is still taking care.. And  believe me son.. He will do this till the end of his life..

I still remember his words.. Your career is important Sweta.. Googgie is more important.. So it comes down to something logical and that is i am still finding my path..  I will not do it till googgie is grown enuf to be left alone with one grandparent..

He is logical all the time.. and he will be like that.. because it is his characteristic.. :D..

There is still coming up that i want to tell you about our bond and your bond with him... so stay tuned.. and dont get bored son.. these are interesting things.. hope you will surely enjoy.. :D

You know your dad takes care that you sleep well at night.. He deliberatley plays a lot with u before sleep.. So ur workout gets done and you have a sound sleep at nite..

Love you son..
Forever.. :)

Not happy for the start of the day

Today.. I made bathe on the stool.. You were not comfortable still i did not change my course.. Finally soap went into your eyes. You cried.. cried a lot .. because of me.. Son I cant see you cry because of me.. I love you..

You are teething.. so its irritating for you.. But i do not want to give you pills.. it is because i do not want to hamper your brain's growth.. probably people might think i am cruel.. but you evaluate when you grow up.. was my decision right or not..

I know things are not in your hands currently.. But I wish it happens so that you develop extremely creative, capable and intelligent..

Wish god.. please fulfill.. :)