Uff.. Probably I have made you jump so much earlier

Initially when you were 3-4 months old when you just started to hold your neck on your own, I used to make you jump while i carry you in my arms.. I did that because you enjoyed.. You laughed.. you giggled.. So I had this practice of taking you in my arms and make you jump or shake at that time.. Suddenly yesternite I realized that it has become your habit now.. I mean you have started to jump on your own when i carry you.. your Dad also does that.. But when We did not make you jump yesterday.. The whole day actually you ended up being annoyed.. Oh my God.. I and your Dadi realize then that this is something I shouldnt have done.. We also talked like this might be the reason you never cried complaining about the gases after eating. oh my god.. twist and turns this joy ride is getting interesting day - by - day.. I do sometime feel that I have lost my self and interests and have put yours first and get annoyed sometimes because this. But you know its worth it.. I love you and the way you are growing up.. :)

Love always,
Mum, Papa, and Dadi.. :)

You started to hug tightly today

I feel nice you know when you do things just with me.. May be its natural.. But Its important for me to tell you these things..
You hugged tightly today when i came home for lunch..
I was so happy.. But generally i show my overjoy expression to the people who either do not care or are not judgmental or who are very close like Sanket and now you.. I love you Ayaan.. Sanket and You together taught me this feeling called Love. You know this feeling now.. But later on while you grow up this feeling starts to take complicated meanings because of the people around. But it is simple.. You know at this age.. I wish you remember this for your life time. :)

As always,
Love you son,
Forever,
Mum

Its your dad who has done more for you.. Its unbiased and unconditionallove for you..

Generally, in India or some other part of world, Mothers sacrifice their career for bringing up the new born. In your case its your dad who did this.. He has left his career behind and took care of you.. is still taking care.. And  believe me son.. He will do this till the end of his life..

I still remember his words.. Your career is important Sweta.. Googgie is more important.. So it comes down to something logical and that is i am still finding my path..  I will not do it till googgie is grown enuf to be left alone with one grandparent..

He is logical all the time.. and he will be like that.. because it is his characteristic.. :D..

There is still coming up that i want to tell you about our bond and your bond with him... so stay tuned.. and dont get bored son.. these are interesting things.. hope you will surely enjoy.. :D

You know your dad takes care that you sleep well at night.. He deliberatley plays a lot with u before sleep.. So ur workout gets done and you have a sound sleep at nite..

Love you son..
Forever.. :)

Not happy for the start of the day

Today.. I made bathe on the stool.. You were not comfortable still i did not change my course.. Finally soap went into your eyes. You cried.. cried a lot .. because of me.. Son I cant see you cry because of me.. I love you..

You are teething.. so its irritating for you.. But i do not want to give you pills.. it is because i do not want to hamper your brain's growth.. probably people might think i am cruel.. but you evaluate when you grow up.. was my decision right or not..

I know things are not in your hands currently.. But I wish it happens so that you develop extremely creative, capable and intelligent..

Wish god.. please fulfill.. :)